What does it feel like?

The Cat's out of the Bag... whoooo!

and here's to the end of an idealised tv-version of childbirth. Since not many real life people tell their story, I'm going to tell mine :) Please don't get scared off, I'm sure everyone is different.

Here is some light as to what it really is like to be me at the moment.

It makes you feel like one of these:
And everyday, you get a lot of this: (and it feels like breaking)

Every hour of everyday you feel like this:

Oh yes, and it has to accompany a LOT this of course:

Therefore you end up like this:

And everynight you struggle with this:

And you are plagued with feelings like this:

Six months to go before this:

And I am already on the brink of going crazy.

(Yeah, this will be me soon)

So if you happen to bump into me or anyone else in the same situation in the streets or anywhere, and if I/we look like shit, or if I/we don't happen to 'see' you, or talk much, or smile, here's why. And i'ts nothing personal. All day everyday, it's a constant struggle to hold your stomach contents together (and your brain).

Thank God it's only temporary, and the result of the suffering which produces perseverance will produce new life in this instance :)

Can't wait to get over the sickness to embrace the moment.

I sure wish Eve didn't eat the forbidden fruit.

Ps: I promise I won't keep changing the background anymore, Tim!