Just today, I managed to go to the shops, walk around for half an hour, rush home, cook, clean up, feed my Java, go to the Doctor's, then rush to work. A big advancement from weeks of immobility and trying to suppress the feeling of being sick!
I nearly forgot what it is like to feel 'normal' again! Then again feeling sick is a good sign, some say. But really, how exciting can having to lie down and nap every two hours be? And lazing around on the couch helplessly watching countless series of Law and Order on TV1? And weeks of not mixing around with people in fear of troubling them with the many needs and wants of the moment....
I hope whatever it is, it wouldn't turn out to be a monster. Then again even if it does, I know all this will definitely be worthwhile. Now for more optimistic thinking..!
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